Each time my eyelids kiss as that of the shutter of a camera Silence mourned by my presence in this classroom I know I am awake but deep in the abyss of my cerebrum I am highly volatile! I can feel my heart screeching to a grueling halt! It is that period of the college life where everything boils down All the late night parties clubbed with hangover halts at class I know I’ll make it through the placement season with untamed colors But I am highly volatile! I can feel my heart screeching to a grueling halt! As a small town lad supplemented with the expectation of family I am the first of my kin to make it so far into a susceptible world All I knew until now was two wheelers, bullock carts and government buses I know I am highly volatile! I can feel my heart screeching to a grueling halt! Nine long months upon a 6X4 water bed with a broken pelvic bone I was shattered to the core of my soul, love you mom and dad The moral support induced in my heart will last for an eternity I am still highly volatile! I can feel my heart screeching to a grueling halt! All odds against my survival as that of a lone ship in a storm Each day as I looked out of the window adjacent to my water bed I wondered how beautiful it would be to have a normal life back again I knew at that moment that i was highly volatile! I could feel my heart screeching to a grueling halt! I knew I had the zeal in me but how could i console a weeping soul Anesthetics and pain killers were a part of my daily diet as inseparable souls Remembering the induced moral support I graduated with silver medal in my batch I was highly volatile! My heart could have come to a grueling halt! Half a dozen capsules, quarter a dozen tablets I was on my way to join the top company in my specialization Transformed with the love of mom and dad I may be highly volatile! My heart may come to a grueling halt any moment! One year down the line as a trainee followed with another year at office I had a unfulfilled dream, a dream to pursue higher education I am a privileged individual for I had the opportunity to make it to PG At the back of mind, I know I am volatile! After eighteen unforgettable months I am becoming volatile My volatility knows no boundary and I am beginning to feel the heat I am hopeful of a better living but more importantly a better opportunity For I may not be all that privileged, I know I’ll be volatile!!