Go back?

So the old boss called and asked if I could join this month. Also invited me to the office picnic. Later I saw the ex-colleague, the one I fooled around with, let’s call him Beardo (for obvious reasons), had left me a text saying the chica who’d joined in my place vamoosed after just over a month of working there. I wasn’t completely surprised, in all honesty.

I had actually been thinking about going back, ’cause I’ve been losing my mind sitting at home and of course, I miss him like crazy.  I’m still undecided though. I’ve been trying to weigh the pros and cons, but haven’t come to a conclusive decision yet. I kind of need to have a talk with him so I get a feel of what’s what down at the office now, and mister hasn’t had the time to call me yet. Ugh!