Loving this Loneliness

Waiting for you, so tired
Playing the games, so hard
Figuring out the rules still
I want to win this badly

Taking out nothing, but
Taking in everything
It doesn't work like that, love
Expectations hurt sometimes

Remember the times
When we cared of a few dimes
Now the millions don't please you
Yes I give you everything, darling

I asked it several times that
If you love me then let me know  
I wanted you to be all ears, but
You were no ears

Moving closer or away, so confused
Need to roam your mind
But that I would like to do later
As now, I am loving the loneliness!

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